I could have posted that I saw what I thought was a BFP was actually an evap line and I am not using the First Response dip strips ever again.
I could have posted that my last cycle was back to normal after a strangely longer cycles last month.
I could have posted that because of that evap line I took another test after AF has passed and saw the same line, only to be followed by a digital test showing clearly Not Pregnant.
I could have posted about being completely downhearted that I am approaching yet another miscarriage anniversary and we still don't have a baby to bring home.
But I didn't.
I'm so tired of posting bad news. I'm completely tired of being told to get over it, keep positive, wait for God or whatever other platitudes I am thrown.
But now I am approaching my next fertile window and that persistent optimism starts creeping back. The little whisper in the heart that says, maybe this is the one.